The Good Life

The Good Life

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

i have no one to talk to....

i saw on the news yesterday that the IRS was going to start communicating with us citizens via the internet instead of via the mail.  they said it was going to save the IRS 10 million dollars in postage.  my question is, if the IRS is operated by the government...and the post office is operated by the government....does anyone else see where i'm going with this?  i'm not trying to be a smart butt or anything, i just really want to know how it is that one government agency can charge another government agency 10 million dollars.  i'm sure it's a simple answer.  but it sure seems like it should all be going and coming the same place.  clearly this is why i'm not in charge....

anyway, all of my blogging is having an unforseen impact on my brain.  when i am in conversation with friends, i don't know who has read the blog and who has not.  i don't want to repeat myself with a boring story that they have already read, but i really have nothing else left to talk about.  i would hate for someone to have to stop me mid-sentence to say, "oh, i um, read the blog...you don't have to keep talking".  that would be so embarrassing.  and really, i don't think i could recover....conversationally speaking, that is.  it also affects things in my head that i have not blogged about.  for instance, i have actually stopped myself from telling randy something because i knew he would read about it later in the blog.  i'm left saving my even more mundane things for actual conversation, which ends up leaving me in akward silence more times than i am comfortable with.   but really, right now, with randy being gone, i can't count on getting to have actual conversations with real people.  the chances of that happening are slim to none, since i rarely leave the house, and so i'm going to have put myself out here....and blog....even though it may mean i have nothing to say later....should anyone want to talk to me...in real life.  moving on....

today i realized i was in a bad way when i got up, looked in the closet for something to wear, and actually got excited that the work out pants (that are too short and i have very few times actually worn to work out in) were clean.  it was even more sad that i was also excited about the work out jacket and tank top (that i slept in) putting the finishing touches on my day's ensemble....  fortunately, i didn't go anywhere except to drop hudson off and pick hudson up at school.....curb side.  i will most likely wear this "outfit" again tomorrow.  it really works for me.  or at least i have convinced myself that i can pull it off....

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